Wednesday, December 28, 2011


Dear babe, i don't have to tell you how much i love you because you knew it since years ago. coincidentally we have sooooooo many things in common. i owe you so much babe. i never forget you in my prays :) this friendship will lasts forever, I PROMISE. anddddd ouhhh, SERIOUSLY ZATIIII, NAK JADI PENGAPIT MASA KAHWIN!! TAU! <3 xoxo


Friday, November 25, 2011


Currently I'm in lecture hall, waiting for maths lecturer to arrive. I'm just too lazy to update via web, and i don't really have the time. So, instead of doing nothing meanwhile, i guess i should just update. Hehe.

So. Well, it's semester 2 already. Everyone has their own resolutions. Mine is, if course, to achieve better grades. To get best CGPA. I don't wanna play no more. I want to treat everyone the same. I'll try to improve myself from every aspects. Insyaallah :)

And ouh, I do plan to go home less often. Muehehe. Kbai. May Allah be with all of us. Goodluck mates. Kbai kbai :*

Tuesday, November 8, 2011


Hello world.
A few days ago, I woke up in the morning and looked at my BB.
"Ahh, notification light. What do we have hereee" *unlocked it and checked*
"Email? From...........what? UiTM?" *heart beats fast*
"OMG IT'S THE RESULT :O diediediedie"

I took quite a while to believe what I just saw. And after that I went like,
"is this FOR REAL? ALHAMDULILLAH! I thought I was going to fail HAHA"
At first I was like so happy until I just don't feel like falling back to sleep after Subuh. However, when I found out that my close friends received better CGPA than me, I just went like...... (N)
And my mummy and aunt and friends were like "ouhh, okay. That's okay". I was likeee... "ohh c'mon peoplee!"
I was sad the rest of the day. Untilllllll................
I found out I'm lucky enough to get to proceed for second sem. some of my friends are kicked out :(
and abah was like "what 3.6? That's good :)" then I relieved :)

Alhamdulillah. I actually hit my target which was 3.5.. I should be thankful for that and damn who cares about what others got. Let's struggle for second sem. GO AMEELDA :D

Monday, October 31, 2011

The half-mended broken heart

When emotions take over, there's nothing much we can control.
I mean my every "sorry", so why can't you?
Do i deserve a slap in my face to wake me up from these mares? Or do you?

But oh well, i simply think way too much.
When things are still acceptable, we can still see sunlight even though dark clouds are conquering the sky :') kaaaan



Hello fellow readers!
So it's still holiday.. And urm, it's the 4th week of holidays. I do nothing but outing everyday. Until my parents decided to visit Tambun, Perak. Lost world of Tambun, to be exact.

We chilled there for 3days. The weather was good. So, we had fun enjoying the parks. Hotsprings, waterpark, petting zoo and amusement park. However, after EXACTLY 3 days, we ALL had fever --"

We didn't snap many photos (thank god, i'm just too lazy to upload) thehehe.
So yeah. Tambun's not bad. Visit it with yer family and friends ;)
P/s: not getting paid for promoting

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

What? Fainted? Who? When? Where? Why?

Okay yeah. Fainted. Me. Last Sunday. In the elevator. Dizzy.

That morning when i got up in the morning, i vomitted. All of sudden. Then i felt dizzy and i just can't stand up. My stomach aches. Couldn't feel any worse, my dad wanted to take me to the clinic. On my way there i fainted. Therefore we went to the KPJ specialist instead. To the emergency unit and i got treated. The doctor said i had gastric. Masuk angin and stuff. And he said i'm tensed. Stress. I was likeee, stress? What for? HAHA.

Okay doesn't matter lah. I was supposed to be admitted but i refused because i've to go to Muet speaking test the day after tomorrow. So i decided to go home and just rely on the medicines.

Alhamdulillah i'm getting better now. Thanks alot to those who kept on praying. And thanks to those who kept me accompanied. Or else i might die in boredom. Hehe

So, that's about it guys. Take care of yourselves ;)

Friday, October 14, 2011

Holiday : Day 10

okay so this is what I did today.
credits to
HASLYNA (lil bro's girlfriend who is in FORM THREEEE ) for the recipe :) *okay malu*
and ABG IWAN for the cooperation.
We made it! hhaha. Tasted okay :)
(eventho we edited the recipe. heeeehe sry Has :*)

The name of the cookie isssssssssssssss......

Ice skate (Y) and bruises (N)

Okaaaay. That day I went out with two of my friends from Palam. Then they actually asked to go ice-skating. I was hesitate because I've never tried skating before. No confidence. So we didn't go. The next day, I randomly came across to think about it, and suddenly out of nowhere, my adik came and said "I feel like ice-skating. emmm, WE'RE GOING!"

So yeah. We went -_- it was HORRIBLE i tell youuuuu! but we had fun :)
okay this is my cousin and me and my adik. hihi :3

ehemehemehem. behind this happy face, underneath that blue jeans, I have bruises all over my legs.
and it's not bruises as like the one u got when u hit the end of the table. They are hugeee -.- serious shit.
okay let me show yeh.


seeeee -___________-"

So when I got back mummy and abah went 'blablablablablablabla'.
I told them "There's always first time in everything :3 chill. Ameelda's strong :)"

Monday, October 10, 2011

randomness in the middle of the night

If I am to leave earlier, I just want you to know that I am lucky to have you as my friend. No matter what you did to me, trust me I've forgiven you. Thank you for everything.

If I am to die tonight, please do take care of yourself. Keep our secrets, and pray for me :)

Friday, October 7, 2011

Someone like you

I heard that you settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

My stereo heart :)

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Thursday, September 29, 2011

those days :')

It has been so long :(
missing you guys badly.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

this kind of friend

I thought we're friends. I mean, yes, we're friends. but I thought you're different.

I thought I can trust you. but I was wrong.
Regretted it much :(

I don't need a friend like you anymore.

self motivation

Okay. test 2 is over. now gotta set up brain for finals. got some of the results. not thaaaaaaaat bad, but still, bad for me.
whatever it is, what's done is done. focus on finals now :)

why sometime when we turn on the tap, the water runs slowly? there must have something stuck inside it that causes it to gag. so all we have to do is to simply remove it away. well then the water can run out smoothly :)

all the best <3

Monday, September 5, 2011

Eid Mubarak :)

First of all, I'd like to wish everyone, regardless of their races, SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D
Family, friends, teachers, lecturers, maids, kakak cleaner, abang maintenance, semua2 lah. I apologize for all my wrong doings. I might have done it purposely, or coincidentally. SORRYYY :'(

Okay, soo. this year, we celebrated eid at Ipoh, Perak. my mom's side (Y)
our theme was RED. yesyouheardmeRED.
prove? -,-

okay. seeeeeee?
this is my small family.

I have about 70 peoples in my family. i mean, my mom has 8 siblings, and they all have children and grandchildren and all. so yeah. HUGE FAMILY.
and i love each of them <3

Liyana's open house. Finally meet them all after like 3 months? :')

I've lots of pictures but oh well, malas. HAHAH.

If I were to write everything about Eid, i would need about 2 days or more :P
haha so yeah. HAVE FUN PEEPS!

*p/s: TEST2 next week and FINAL the week after T.T

Farewell Ramadhan :'(

Farewell Ramadhan ;(
I'll definitely miss Ramadhan. I really love the month. I could feel the calmness somewhere inside.
I'll definitely remember this Ramadhan, especially. Ramadhan at UiTM Puncak Alam.
I'll miss waking up early in the morning, have sahur with my room mate. Breaking fast with my housemates at our lil living room :') breaking fast with my classmates. and old schoolmates :')

Fasting to lectures. Seeing everyone trying to keep awake during lectures, without eating. Seeing many sleeping during lectures -.-
I'll miss the bazaar. I'll miss people treating me at the bazaar. I'll miss the food that can only be easily found during fasting month.

I'll miss to perform tarawikh at RSU :'( used  to be in the first row everytime I pray. Will miss the ustaz and imam's voices :'( late night tazkirah. kena perli apa semua ada lah.
When half of the month was gone, then only I realised. This will be my first and last Ramadhan here, at Palam. These faces around me....wouldn't be around me again next year :(

whatever it is, what done is done. hoping for the best after this. may this is not my last Ramadhan.
Looking forward for Ramdahan 2012 :')

Saturday, August 13, 2011


okay. some people just think that they are different than others. different in such a way that they're like muchh better than the others. they think they have almost EVERYTHING that the world needs.
however, they did not realize, there's always peoples out there, who are much better than they are.

please get a mirror and look into it. face it.
dude, being humble doesn't harm.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

RAMADHAN without family :(

first of all, SELAMAT BERPUASA to all Muslims :)

this year is my very first year fasting without my parents and brothers.
it feels waaaaay different to break fast without them :(
it's different to eat sahur without them.

well, no matter what happens, i still have to move on kan? and learn to be independent.
I'm not alone. i have great housemates to eat sahur and break fast with. :')

may this year's Ramadhan is better than last year's.
so yeah, YOU CAN DO IT MEL! :)

Sunday, July 31, 2011

aaaaaaaawhh :)))


p.s : I bought this with my own frickin moneyh. 
Been wanting it for so long but was hesitate to use my money.
until, i can't take it anymoreeee.
you're sooo adorable, baby! :D
be good!

Friday, July 29, 2011

loud silence

2 a.m...where do i begin?
the silent sound of loneliness wants to follow me to bed.

I'm the ghost of a girl, that i want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl, that I used to know well.

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love

Sunday, July 24, 2011

take my blood!

ouhyaaa. a day before i went to Genting, i went to school. beloved SMK Subang Jaya.
guess why? to DONATE BLOOD. yes. I did. It was my first time tho. priceless experience :)
blood test! I'm having a B-type blood.
I just got to know it, after 17++ years. -_-

the nurse said that my blood flowed VERY slowly.
sad thing.

okayy, I was lack of 350ml blood in my body. and all i can see was blackblackblack *faints

after about half an hour lying down, drank some glucose drink, got fanned, feeling all fresh,
I'm a strong-healthy-girl once again :D

donating blood is fun. hehehehe

Saturday, July 23, 2011


OKAY, so came the mid-sem break.
a week holiday.
16th-23rd of July 2011.

on the 17th, my family and I went to GENTING HIGHLANDS.
Rode on rides I've never tried before, SOL (screamed out loud), forgot about everything regarding assignments, and caught flu.

space shuttle. GREAT EXPERIENCE. I will, I will consider, to ride it again.

foreverfavourite* HOT&ROLL
p.s: don't ask why i smiled that way. I was eatinggg. lol

queue  to the roller coaster


my cousin brothah, and lil brothah :D

Assalamualaikum. ana ameelda. ante?

domo domo peacee ^_^

* exhausted. slept all the way home. THANK YOU, MUMMY AND ABAH FOR TODAY! <3

Sunday, July 17, 2011

being STUCKED IN THE ELEVATOR wasn't cool at all :(

ONE DAY, my classmates and I (5 of us) simply felt strangely "rajin". We actually went to the lecturer's office to ask for explanations for some maths questions. our lecturer's room is at level 5, if i'm not mistaken.
So we travelled upppp, by elevator. Once we got there, our lecturer wasn't there. So, we, with disappointed expressions, decided to go back to the study room.

*pressed the button on the lift with arrow pointing downwards*
*doors opened, went in*
*doors closed*
*pressed '1'*
*elevator didn't move*
me : "craaaaaap"
nazihah : "ehh, press press press"
the rest : :O
*still, nothing happened*
a few seconds later, *elevator moved down rapidly and stopped suddenly few floors below*
*we shivered and started praying*
suddenly, the elevator moved uppppppp. and stopped at level 11. for life's sake, it opened. THANK GOODNESS!
*we stepped out, feeling relieved*

*two guys and a lady went INTO the elevator*
sakinah : ehhh, jom jom. diorang dah masuk. gerenti okay punya.
the rest : haaa, jom jom jom.
*(we all went in there back. so now there's 8 of us)*
*same thing happened AGAIN*
aida : Astagfirullahalazim :/ :/ :/
sakinah : wehh mcmana ni. line takde pulakkk
etc etc etc (noises from nervous-girls-with-all-sort-of-negative-stuffs-in-their-heads)
*awkward silence*
*after quite awhile, and we couldn't take it anymore.....
the two guys : DAH TAKDE PILIHAN. kita kena KOPAK pintu ni.
*they used keys to force the doors to open*
ANDDDD, when they are opened, we went like 'HOOMAIGOOOOD'
We panicked like hell. Thank God for the existence of that two guys. they were the heroes ;)
they both used their MAN POWER to hold the doors opposite each other in order to allow us to get out of the elevator.
we didn't have any other choice. WE HAD TO JUMP. so, WE JUMPED.
*poooof* we're at the 11th floor. with knees shaking, and shivering, and feeling lucky to breathe.
then, we went down (by stairs) all the way to the 1st floor.
and moved on living.

This is something i wouldn't forget. really.


okaaaaay. I hadn't felt the exam-is-over mood for quite awhile. So, when the test 1 is over, i went like "ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR YA ALLAH. BAHAGIANYAAAA"

haha. my house mates and i did some stupid things (which u don't have to know what) at home. yes, that really proved how stressed we were. and now it's over. brain, u can have a break. ouhhh, talking about BREAK, 15/7 till 24/7 would be our MID-SEM BREAK. wohoo! <3

tell the world i'm coming homeeee :*

ouh dear melda

ON a Sunday morning, i woke up from sleep. *peeked at the time*
"God. It's 10. parents are coming at 12 maann"
*grabbed my Samsung Wave 2 (which is 2months old) and started texting my brother*
while texting, i walked into the toilet. to wash my hand and clean my face.
I let the water flow, washed my left hand and another hand, texting.
THEN. SUDDENLY. my phone simply fell into the sink. it slept nicely under the running water.
there it go. i was like :O :O :O :O omg omg omg babyyyyyy! :((((((

so, when my parents came, i told them what exactly happened. thus, they brought me to Subang to get a new phone.
well, my mum bought me a blackberry bold3. thank you mummy <3
HOWEVER, the sad thing is, my SIM card is divided into twoo :( i lost all my contacts. haihhhhh

byebye Samsung Wave2. U had been a great company. during lectures and all :') thanks.

and hello new buddy. YOU BETTER BE GOOD!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

TEST 1 hmph

Peeps, i just sat for my BIOLOGY and PHYSICS papers just now.
well, Bio was ooooookay lah. not bad. but Physics! :( oh physics ily physics. but WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO MEEEE ? D;
no lah. it's just me. the questions were okay. my friends could solve them. it's just something went wrong in my brain and i went likeeee..switched off. towards the end.

BUT it's okayyyyy..kan Mel? it's just the first test. don't worry. :)
now go get busy for next papers. (CHEMISTRY and MATHS on Wednesday)
goodluck Ameelda :) <3

Sunday, July 3, 2011


Fellow readers, this is random really. it simply came across my head and I simply feel like composing something regarding it here.

hmmmm. Let's talk about crush. whaaat? never had a crush? LIAR! everyone does, okayy. it's just either they express it out or keep it down deeeep inside.

me? haha of course i do (OR did) have a crush. let's not mention who is (OR was) him, where is he, what is he doing etc etc.

*love is in the air* LOL

BTW, my point here is actually to tell you, you, you and you there, not to feel down if your crush doesn't react the way you expected, or hoped, them to. Don't refuse to eat your favorite food and pretend to be 'not-in-the-mood' just because of him/her.

there's ALWAYS someone better (more or less) out there waiting for you. there's ALWAYS someone who loves you. you are never alone. God is fair. He created everyone on earth with a partner. ;)

so, don't curve you lips the way that will make u look like........
it isn't cute at all right?

" are too young too cry. some things were meant to just roll by..."

and hey peeps, stop showing that sad, pathetic look!
it's ugly. really. -..-

learn to let go.
and you will be alright. ;)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

just CRY when you have to

ever feel like crying when you don't really have the reason to do so?
do you ever feel like you have no one? nothing?
ever feel unlucky?
ever feel ditched? forgotten? insignificant?

just cry when you have to. regardless whether you're a girl, or a guy. put that ego away and let the tears run down your cheeks. trust me, nothing else will make u feel so relieved.

and remember, the One created us, is always with us.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

life as a "ASASI STUDENT" :)

Dear readers, i am now a "siswi UiTM".
This would be my 3rd week here. the accommodation is convenient. so far so good. facilities provided. bagus bagus.
but, the thing is, we're like 'confined' here, in UiTM world. this is because, our campus is located somewhere in the jungle. on hills. FAR FROM TOWN. So, we can hardly know what happens outside. and the coverage isn't so good as well :/

CLASS STARTED. our bestfriends? paperworks, handouts, VERY thick books and files. many of files.
taking 6 subjects but only 4 is compulsory, which is maths, chemistry, biology and physics.
We really have to struggle. Very hardd. and limited time. We stayed up until 1++ almost every night just to finish our tutorials. and the next day, class will start at 8.30a.m and ends at 6p.m.
I KNOW KAN? so lifeless.

University and school are sooooo different. here, the lecturers don't care if u skip class. they dont care if u don't understand the lecture. they don't come to u and explain. they ask you to search on the net. "go do your research. everyone has Android right? no excuse" -______- (lecturers nowadays)

1st sem will end somewhere in November. after 6 weeks holiday, we'll proceed to the 2nd sem. which will end around April 2011. Then, in September intake, God willing, we'll be doing degree :))

so yeah. to those who are planning to do foundation in science, just BE PREPARED.
All the best peeps ;)

Monday, June 6, 2011

Foundation in Science @ UiTM Puncak Alam ;)

Okay. So, about a month after our SPM results were announced, I got an offer from Universiti Teknologi MARA (Puncak Alam branch) to do Foundation in Science studies. and another offer was from Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor. After thinking critically, i chose to go to UiTM. and seriously, i had no regrets :D

Registered on 22 May 2011. suffered a little on the first week, because of the Minggu Destini Siswa (orientation week). Super tiring but had so muchhhhh fun. indescribable. :')

Class started on the 30th May :)
this place is super HUGE i tell you. like seriously. and now it is only 1/3 done.

this is our faculty. our classrooms, lecture halls and labs :)

faculty view from...the top

this is girls' cafeteria (KKPR)

on top of the hill is our apartments (12 blocks). down there, our faculty. and in between, the TANGGA KECEMERLANGAN with 248 STEPS.

this is how UiTM Puncak Alam gonna look like when it is 100% done :O